January 24, 2009

I Wish You Knew

I wish you knew how often I lie to you. Its sickening really. Only one person really knows. And I know they'd never tell. Bobby Gene might know, if I talk in my sleep because I have dreams that I'm lying to you about it every day. Every time I bring it up.

I wish you knew how much it hurts. I say one thing, and I know you think I mean it but I keep wishing you would read between the lines and figure out the real meaning.

I secretly wish that everyone around me knew, so I wouldn't have to speak in, what seems to me, a different language...

I really truly wish you really truly knew, and that you really truly were the same way too.

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