Her

Forget everything I said about hating her, about not caring. They were all lies. I feel the need to say this because I'm going to change. I'm going to be different and next time you look at me a few weeks from now, when I'm not so broken anymore, I'll have friends that aren't you and you'll ask questions.
So when you do just remember I lied and each one will be answered. I don't think I'll need a few of you when I have her back, but I won't leave you just like that. It will be gradual and over time. Don't worry. You'll get to say goodbye.