you.

i really hate when you do this to me. make me cry. it really hurts. when i left today i was crying. did you knew that your face feels especailly numb and cold after you cry in freezing weather? maybe you should try it sometime.
i hope you know that i honestly don't believe you when you say those things. i really don't. and all you can do is ask why instead of trying to find some way to prove that you do. i dont believe because i don't see why you should. i'm a terrible person and i don't deserve your time.
but i hope you read this and in the back of your mind you know its you. and i hope that you know that i'm not stupid and that i learned the first time. i hope you know really deep down that you're lying when you tell me those things. and if you dig deep enough, and you still think they're not lies... then i dont know... i wish i could believe you.
you can blame everyone else for the reason i dont. i've been let down one too many times and i just know you're going to let me down too...